Posted by LittleGirlLost on November 24, 2005, at 10:10:45
In reply to Re: I called » LittleGirlLost, posted by annierose on November 23, 2005, at 7:06:00
Thanks Annierose. Yes, I am very glad for caller ID, and am both surprised and glad that she did call me back without me leaving a message. I have a feeling she knew that I didn't call for a reason, and that it was hard for me to call and that is why I didn't leave a message. (I'm just glad it worked out!)
>>> Your T sounds very warm and gentle. Try to think of her calming voice when you get sad or miss her.
This is where I have a hard time. It would make sense to think of her when I get sad or miss her, but that always seems to make me more sad, and miss her more. So it's almost like I try to forget her, in a way. But maybe if I could hold on to her, and think of her, it would help, right? I mean, it should... it would make sense.
But she really got through to me on the phone and I have been so sad. In fact, yesterday I was so weepy at work. What a sight that was! And it's so unlike me since I probably haven't cried in years. So I emailed her and told her a little of how I was feeling, and she totally understood and validated it all. I also said that I just wanted to lay under her desk and cry. She said that if it would help to imagine that, then why not! lol! I wonder if she knows that I really want to do that!
When I feel little, I hate sitting all proper in those adult chairs... and that's all she has in her office.
lgl
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