Posted by Karen_kay on January 9, 2004, at 12:22:52
In reply to Re: To the always insightful » Karen_kay, posted by DaisyM on January 9, 2004, at 0:25:29
I kind of like having that up there... It makes the person that the post is directed to feel really good and insightful :)
Anyway, I think it is a good step that I keep returning to this post, even if I don't like it. At least I'm acknowledging things that I'm so apt to avoid. And it isn't that I'm constantly rereading this post. I'm going slow, so I'm ok. I think I'm doing it right? I just wish I had a live-in therapist who told me every single step to take and thought to think. "Now Karen, do your homework. It's ok to relax. Now, you have to think aobut the hard stuff. Now, you really shouldn't smoke, ect.." I need guidance!!!! Frustration is what I feel today!
Also, I had a nightmare last night, but it was about my therapist. And I have the overwhelming urge to call him. Just to ask if he's ok. But, I don't want to bug him. I was in a session with him and he started talking about my wine vineyard, so I looked to the left (which I do when he says something wrong). Then he continued to talk about all kinds of different things that I had no clue about but I can't remember what they are, just strange things. Finally I asked, "Are you OK?" and he started crying. I rushed to his feet and he fell to the ground and I held him while he cried and he told me he was dying.
What a horrible dream... Why do I keep dreaming about people crying? I want to call him and ask if he's ok, but I'm sure he is, right?? Please tell me he's ok...
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