Posted by DaisyM on January 9, 2004, at 23:36:55
In reply to Re: Dreamweaver get me through.. » DaisyM, posted by Karen_kay on January 9, 2004, at 21:46:13
You are not being self-absorbed...you have been struggling and that is ok. Thanks for the offer to listen...I wish I knew what to say or ask to feel better. I think I am in just in a really hard place -- plus my birthday is coming up next week which is a reflective time for me. I've told you my Therapist is offering (actually nicely insisting) on extra sessions the next few weeks. I think all of this is hard on him, some times I worry it is too much for him.
I asked him if he thought this was the worst it would get -- I mean once you start to unravel stuff eventually you have to be done with it, right? -- Unfortunately he told me his crystal ball is in the shop with his magic wand. :(
I was surprised at how hard today was (no sessions, no phone calls, just an ordinary day) and I wish I knew why. It makes no sense that one day is harder than another without a specific reason. Of course, I think most of this makes no sense.
I'm glad you are feeling so much better. It is a great way to start the semester. BTW, I love CMT!
My new favorte song: "me and my husband, we need a wife!"
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