Posted by lonelygirl on March 27, 2004, at 4:52:47
In reply to admiting to stalking u T, posted by obSession on March 13, 2004, at 17:35:14
I am so desperate to find a picture of him that I have been googling and googling some more and taking every possible branch to find more on him. Well...
I feel like an idiot now because I had somehow managed to overlook the information that HE IS TEACHING A CLASS THIS SEMESTER!!! I can't believe I missed that before! So now I know when and where this class is (not only that, but I know where his self-esteem group meets immediately before the class), and I am going to have a really hard time staying away. What I do is, I picture him seeing me, realizing that I am there to see him and being totally horrified, and then me having to face him on Tuesday. See, there IS an advantage to "jumping to conclusions" (#5 on the list of 10 ways of distorted thinking, which is his favorite thing ever so I memorized the whole list, in order, just on the off chance that I will get an opportunity to impress him).
But OMG is it ever tempting, just to stand outside the room and hear his voice for a minute. Maybe I can just go in after the class and just hold the chalk that he had in his hand or something.
(And maybe I should think about going to bed before 4:00 AM, considering that I got about 3 hours of sleep last night and I can barely keep my eyes open long enough to finish this sentence.)
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