Posted by smokeymadison on February 15, 2005, at 1:24:32
In reply to Re: difficult post--homophobics beware, posted by Susan47 on February 15, 2005, at 0:49:06
the life with him is not dreadful, but nor is it totally fulfilling. i love him as much as i can love a guy. can i love a girl more--i have no idea. the thing that strikes me about this particular girl is that she can read me; she knows what is going through my head before i say a thing. i find that very attractive. we connect on a level that i have never been able to connect with a guy. my life with my boyfriend is comfortable and i love him very much as a human being. so much that to hurt him is unbearable. but the decision is partly already made--why else would i be crying for hours on end?
SM
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