Posted by sar on March 2, 2002, at 15:38:50
In reply to Re: riding the turnip truck, posted by trouble on February 27, 2002, at 1:46:24
trouble,
your post was amazing. i'm feeling too inferior to answer it right now, it was so insightful and well-written. may i ask how old you are?
this guy is sleazy but nice...i do not understand the male psyche, though...i wish we did have a direct line into their fantasy lives, 'cos i'm sure as hell curious.
as i wrote to Gracie, i find this private exchange of favors much less demeaning than jobs officially in "the industry"...i look at pornography when i happen across it (magazines at male friends' houses) and am baffled everytime by how vapid the women look, not because they really are that way, but because that's just another thing in the line-up: okay, girls, tits, ass, spread those legs and grin like a dummy!
i spoke with an older female friend about this--she is a very respectable and wonderful nurse who has somewhat adopted me in the spiritual sense (she nursed me back to health after i took an overdose; she cried openly)...she's in her fifties and said, laughing, that if she had her youth back she'd take these fools for all they're worth. i guess she agreed with you--that we have the power.
he is also the one that satisfies though--with stacks of twenties...i'm not yet sure if i've figured out the dynamic...
please post any more illuminating thoughts!
love,
sar
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