Posted by rskontos on March 20, 2008, at 18:51:37
In reply to Re: Left Therapy Sad today..this is hard(trigger?), posted by Phillipa on March 20, 2008, at 16:21:51
Thanks Phillipa now if only I can understand me:)
Thanks for feeling bad but don't I will survive this I always have. It is a process I started and must finish.Yes we do all have that wall to some extent it is just I think most can control the wall in that you control the person who puts it up. You. I don't control the part of me that puts it up. When she is out I am not. I am in the background. It is like a dream you have when you are trying to run in slow motion and can't speed up. I guess it isn't a bad thing but I can't change her behavior or stop it or be me when I want to....so that is what I hate.
Thanks for caring
rsk
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