Posted by ChicagoKat on September 27, 2012, at 14:18:04
In reply to Re: I'm in trouble, posted by SLS on September 27, 2012, at 8:19:21
> > There isnt a day when i still dont think that it might be better to end it all.
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> > When things were very bad, I managed to aquire 500 tablets of amitriptyline off of the internet.... and I cant bring my self to flush them.... it seems important to me to have that option avaliable, even if I have no intention of using it.
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> You know, with all of the medical literature that I managed to get through, never once did I go out of my way to research how best to leave life via autoeuthanasia. I never formulated a plan. I simply refused to allow myself go there. The one time that I came close to doing so was while I was taking reboxetine. The degree to which that drug exacerbated my depression was horrific.
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> - ScottDear Scott,
I hope you never find a way to commit autoeuthenasia. You are too wonderful a person, wise, intelligent, and caring. You deserve to feel better. I am feeliing MUCH better, mostly thanks to you and Juno. If you ever need to talk, please let me know. I am thinking of you.
All my best,
Kat
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