Posted by musky on May 24, 2006, at 0:27:22
Well gys,, Here it is I am at the bend in the road and will be taking my LAST dose of Remeron tonight(2mg). I have done alot of mental preparation for this, and have waited a very long time and practice ALOT of patience . So many times I just wanted to quit too soon.. but I kept telling myself I had to do this SLOWLY and not get anxious about it..I kept telling myself "slow and steady wins the race" . I am kinda scared as well after reading so many posts but I also see that it DOES improve if you GUT IT OUT!!!
I am sooo tired of not feeling real.. cloudy head, agitation.. false appetite, wt gain, etc. etc.. I want to feel the Me I use to know 3yrs ago.
I will try to post everyday,, without getting to obscessive about this(lol) sort of like a journal shall we say , to let you allknow how its going.
cashy, johnny and jules you have all been quite supportive,... taanks..Well here I go down the road starting a new page without Remeron.. it seems so wierd knowing I am taking this last pill after 3yrs of popping this stuff in my mouth!WOW
sorry to ramble.. had to update
take care all
keep truckin
Musky
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