Posted by TexasChic on February 10, 2006, at 19:13:30
In reply to Have not been myself lately, posted by ClearSkies on February 10, 2006, at 7:56:11
Wow! That is alot of stuff going on at once! Its strange, I almost babblemailed you the other day to ask if everything was alright. I just felt like you sounded a little off key lately. But I figured it was just the not drinking, which I'm very impressed with by the way.
Just the house invasion would have made me crazy. There's nothing worse than have your haven compromised. Its feels like there's nowhere to go to feel safe. And to have them drinking in front of you! God, I don't know how you did it! Really! You are way stronger than you can possibly realize (because you're so close to everything).
I also know the misery of a sinus infection. Are you taking antibiotics? That's the only thing that will clear it up for me. That and staying on Sudafed 24/7 (I recommend the 12 hour so it will last through the night, store brand of course). Unfortunately the antibiotics always make me feel tired and draggy. And the Sudafed can be too stimulating for some people.
I've done something similiar to your missing wallet adventure. After I got home from the drugstore one day, I thought the Pharmacist had left my prozac out of the bag. I went back and ranted and raved and he finally gave me a new bottle. He was really snotty and said he would never do this again. I stormed out. When I got home I found the bottle. Oops!
I'm glad you came here to get it out of your system. It always helps me. Just try to hang in there. My Grandmother always said, 'nothing ever stays the same'. It sounds simplistic, but if you really think about it, it can be very comforting. When I'm in a bad time I console myself with the knowledge that things WILL change. SOMETHING will come along and change everything. It always happens. I've tested it.
-T
P.S.
The worst memory problem I had was during the brief time I was on Trazadone. Its a very frusterating and disturbing feeling.
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