Posted by zenhussy on June 10, 2003, at 22:04:51
In reply to Just tired of it (work stuff), posted by noa on June 10, 2003, at 20:13:15
>I had a tiring day and it was frustrating at times (like getting this new email) but also productive and rewarding at times--when I was able to actually do my job. I feel exhausted by this whole process and just want to be left alone to be able to do my job.
>When I came home today I just started crying and realized I am getting so weary of this and more and more ready to say it isn't worth it.
>But it also angers me and saddens me. But it is just not worth it. I don't want to do this stupid dance/game playing.
Noa,
I am so sorry you're stuck in the middle of this corporate power play. It sounds far too familiar to a situation in a company I used to work for.
They went through restructuring and teams were being plucked off one by one. The bs the middle management put everyone through was hellish.
It sounds as if you are working with extraordinarily difficult bosses. I wish I could come bash their kneecaps but that wouldn't do anything except help me with my rage and frustration and maybe put them out of the office on medical leave for a few weeks? Just a crazy idea. Totally joking but sometimes just thinking the crazy thoughts about the people who create such craziness in our already crazy lives just lightens up the yuckiness of the situation.
You are most correct in that you are engaged in a dance/game playing. It isn't fair and it isn't something that should be taking away from your work abilities. Damn your stupid bosses and the games they're playing!! Sorry you're dealing with this Noa.
zennyhusster
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