Re: Sister, my sister

Posted by sar on March 5, 2002, at 13:18:48

In reply to Sister, my sister, posted by trouble on March 5, 2002, at 2:29:36

> Hellllllo sister schizo!!
>
> Yup you got my number, schizoaffective, depressive type. NO ONE quite knows what it means,but the good news: it's curable, ha!
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> The consensus is yer a little bit schizophrenic-n-a lil bit manic but not enough of each to be the one pure thing, POSER!
>
oh, i've been pegged borderline (and histrionic! woohoo!) before and believed it for awhile...but you know what they say about southern girls with conservative fathers: they're the wild ones. we wanna f*ck sh*t up! i'm young too...and lack the temper of the borderline...
as far as the schizo stuff goes, i was glad that my paranoia had a special name: ideas of reference. i also dug that the doctor called my blackest depression (2000-2001) "psychotic." that gave it some weight. i really felt like i was going crazy, that i'd die or was dying, and i was delusional.
but i've thought about it more and read about the disorder and i go back to Me: i own my own weirdness, i don't think i have these disorders (except depression and anxiety). it goes back to the crappy upbringing, the abuse, the terrible shyness (that i don't have too much of anymore, but it was debilitating for 23 years).
> Prognosis for schizoaffective is better than schizophrenic, so spill the wine, dig that girl!
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> trouble
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> p.s. I had you pegged as schizoaffective/borderline p.d. from the gitgo. Takes one to know one!
i think i'll always have a wild streak...but i was bothered about this dx because the doctor had just met me, and decided this in 15 or 20 minutes. and all the sudden she wants me on an antipsychotic.
the last time i was hospitalised (january of this year) everyone said, "What are you doing here? you seem so normal. happy-go-lucky. yang. *What* are you doing here?" i was there because i go along and go along and then i decide to kill myself. just the other night i was drinking and having a fine time, but then i twisted up my sheet and tried to hang myself from the shower rod, but it fell! the downstairs neighbor made a noise complaint on me! sadly funny...
anyway, everyone i know thinks i'm normal! i don't act weird...just a lil wild...

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schizoaffective disorder sar 3/4/02
Sister, my sister trouble 3/5/02
BTW my pdoc pronounces it sheeeeezo-affective! (nm) trouble 3/5/02
Re: Sister, my sister » trouble Krazy Kat 3/5/02
BTW, » sar Krazy Kat 3/5/02
Re: Sister, my sister » Krazy Kat Penny 3/5/02
Re: schizoaffective disorder » sar Penny 3/5/02
Re: Sister, my sister » Penny Krazy Kat 3/5/02
a link - Dr. Ivan... Krazy Kat 3/5/02
another link Krazy Kat 3/5/02
Re: Sister, my sister sar 3/5/02
Re: BTW, » Krazy Kat sar 3/5/02
Re: Sister, my sister » Penny sar 3/5/02
Re: Sister, my sister » sar Penny 3/5/02
what's a thought disorder? trouble 3/5/02
Re: what's a thought disorder? » trouble sar 3/6/02
Re: BTW my pdoc pronounces it sheeeeezo-affective! » trouble Mark H. 3/6/02
Re: BTW my pdoc pronounces it sheeeeezo-affective! trouble 3/6/02
Re: schizoaffective disorder » sar Mark H. 3/6/02
Labels - Sar mair 3/6/02
Mark and Mair sar 3/6/02
Re: schizoaffective disorder » Mark H. Penny 3/7/02
on being disillusioned for Sar, idealist trouble 3/9/02

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