Posted by Deneb on March 21, 2008, at 0:32:23
In reply to Re: I think I'm evil *trigger* » Deneb, posted by Racer on March 21, 2008, at 0:00:15
Thanks for your post Racer.
I think intellectually I know why my pdoc and the hospital didn't give me lots of caring and attention when I would OD. They didn't want to positively reinforce that behaviour in me. I think it has worked.
Now the problem is that hearing about others getting caring and attention when they OD triggers me.
I'm not sure what kind of caring I want. People say they care, but often it's not enough or it just somehow doesn't get through to me.
I don't know what is wrong.
I just need to think through this.
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