Posted by Deneb on March 20, 2008, at 22:45:17
I'm glad someone here on Babble is safe after all but there is something wrong with me. It's like I feel jealous or unworthy of care or something.
I just think about my last OD and how no one in the ER even talked to me. I was just left there, hooked up on IV overnight, no one talked to me. Then I was let go.
How come others get care and attention and I don't? :-(
This makes me think of doing drastic terrible things to myself.
I'm evil.
poster:Deneb
thread:819131
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