Posted by wishingstar on April 18, 2007, at 0:18:45
In reply to Re: help » wishingstar, posted by Honore on April 17, 2007, at 22:23:10
I went to the hospital. I wasnt admitted. So here I am, back at home a few hours later. Thats what I meant by leaving. Sorry if it scared anyone.
I guess I regret posting because I dont feel like I'm part of the "in group" here. I know everyone says theres no "in group", but it sure as heck feels like it. I dont expect anyone to know what to say to magically fix it (here or Ginny or anywhere else)... I guess I just feel like often people dont know what to say so they dont say anything at all.. and all I need is to know I'm not alone and that I'm being heard. Whiny whiny whiny. I know. But thank you everyone for responding tonight. I know I cant even really ask for that because I'm never supportive of anyone else anymore either... I just cant. Sorry.
Yes honore, I am still seeing Ginny, once a week now. We're not really getting anywhere though. The connection is totally gone and we talk about surface stuff most of the time. I've expressed my concern over that but neither of us seems to know how to fix it now. Therapy isnt something I particularly look forward to like I used to, when it was a place where I could go and get it all out and feel heard. It's just another thing on my to-do list now.
I know it isnt all going to get fixed overnight. If it could just stop getting worse, I could even handle that... but it's constantly something new now. One thing after another. I just cant take one more thing.
Sorry I'm worrying people. Thats something I never wanted to do....
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