Posted by Jazzed on July 12, 2005, at 9:47:20
In reply to I'm sick, posted by Dinah on July 12, 2005, at 5:00:42
> Instead of viewing all I have with gratitude and joy, I tend to view it as having more to lose.
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> I'm afraid to do anything for fear that it will cause me to lose what I have.
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> I think I feel the same way about therapy. I like connection, but it scares me. Because having something means having something to lose.When's your next T appt dinah? Are you feeling depressed, anxious, or having obsessive thoughts about losing what you have and losing the connection? Could it have to do with coming off the Depakote?
I feel that way too esp. when I'm depressed or anxious. Not worthy I guess.
Thinking of you.
((((hugs)))
Jazzy
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