Posted by rjlockhart37 on February 22, 2014, at 22:50:37
well.....i have been fighting this gloom, for a long time now, i read about jesus christ, googled everything that there is associated with him and i ran across a healing video of someones leg litterly growing out to normal, and a lady who was blind, while they where saying the name of jesus, it was incredible, her pupils began to form, i mean i know this may sound like silly dilly stuff....but it is real, there is a jesus christ, or those eyes and leg would not have grown, and formed and they got this ON camera....
i thought of joy and happiness when i went to bed last night....feeling relived i've been healed, now the gloom dread feeling is back, feeling like i'm in the abyss, dark dark feeling, and don't be overly concerned, no, im just simply posting my thoughts....
the fact that when faith is broken, satan enters, maybe not satan himself, but his demons, and his force in the universe....and that's why sickness can come without any cause....and for a long time, i've really thought im in torment by a force....being intrested in black magick...wicked stuff....
this goes on and off, my mood changes significantly....and you know the best thing, just keep dwelling on jesus christ.....unseen, heard, miracles have happen....
so, as your readd this, this is my thoughts at the moment....don't want to misrepresnt myself, but it's bad.....and the only way out is to think of the light.....jesus
thank you for reading
not a scholar but understand distress.....
"unheard pain, is the told through good company"
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