Posted by Lindenblüte on October 9, 2006, at 22:20:05
In reply to Re: Skip the bedmaking? » gardenergirl, posted by Phillipa on October 8, 2006, at 21:53:37
Hey Phillipa,
any luck getting in touch with a T?
I should probably just go over to the psychology board.okay- how about this- have you changed your meds since increasing your Luvox? How's your suicidal thoughts today? more? less? same?
My suicidal thoughts increased when I started taking my first AD, of course, I'm not sure if it's related, because I was also in a rapid downward spiral by the time I started taking them.
just remember- suicidal thoughts are not fun. they are often just thoughts though. Not every fantasy you come up with in your mind becomes a reality (or else Brad Pitt would be a frequent visiter at Li's place... ahem).
So hang in there, and take it one hour at a time if necessary. the first step is to put the dogs on a leash. then they will take YOU for a walk. it's okay Phillipa, you'll be okay. I know things are hard, but when you start reaching out IRL, things have a way of getting better. (((hugs)))
-Li
p.s. my landlord is inspecting my place tomorrow. I have to get up early and remove my delicates laundry hanging on the rack in the dining room. lol. and making the bed. crap. I do that about once every 2 months. Phillipa you AMAZE me! I can't even take care of myself, much less the dogs!
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