Posted by damian on February 18, 2006, at 19:29:15
hi everyone, dont know if you remember me, been on effexor for almost a year now, i do feel better but god i wish when things didnt go so well i wouldnt have so many thought of termination. i havent done anything stupid yet but the feelings are there. For those who have teenagers you probobly understand this, i have two teenagers and sometimes the way they speak to me makes me so angry i burst out in tears and that what happened yesterday and i havent been on earthwell since. I am not sure if its because i am not better or what. But, i know this, my minds is not thinking clear at this moment and i am sick of beeing in the house with the winter blues and when they(the kids) speak with disrespect like she did it puts me right back where i was. I know teenagers are teenagers and we shouldnt always take what they say to heart because they are going through the hormone stage but when your own daughter at 12 says she cant be open with her mother because her mother is the worst person on earth well thats enough to make anyone with depression to go down hill. My son was looking for something today and couldnt find it so that was also my fault and now they are using my breaking down as a real joke. ex: why dont you just cry now mom , I dare you......please help my feeling, what should i do becuase i am about to lose it and just finish it off i am fed up with everything
poster:damian
thread:611000
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