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Posted by Deneb on June 9, 2005, at 13:38:23
I had another appt. with her today...what a total waste of time! Geez, she just blabs on and on and on...
I don't even think I have a BPD anymore...maybe not even social anxiety. I don't know what the heck was with me, but I'm not like that anymore.
She doesn't get me at all! She even insinuated that I was depressed because of sibling rivalry and because of my family's low socioeconomic class. She told me to go to church to socialize. I don't even believe in god, how honest would it be for an atheist to go to church just to socialize? Argh...I tried so hard to make the appt. end, but she just kept going on and on and on about how people on the internet are "bad" and about the difficulties of being an immigrant. I think her world is very different from mine. She ended up wasting an HOUR of my time again! Totally unproductive. I think I ended up being a bit of a b*tch because I was so annoyed with her. Anyways, no more appts. for me. I think I will be fine anyways...don't think there's anything really "wrong" with me.
Argh...gotta go train at the stupid fast food place again and NOT get paid. Oh wow, my uncle decided he's going to give me $8.00 instead of $7.50...argh, argh, argh...what a crappy job. I got paid more when I did the telephone interviewing thing and I thought THAT was a crappy job.
Anyways...I've really decided that there is simiply nothing wrong with me. I'm happy about this. :-) I'm cured of whatever it was that afflicted me.
Deneb
Posted by Deneb on June 9, 2005, at 20:05:35
In reply to Think I'm gonna ditch my GP, posted by Deneb on June 9, 2005, at 13:38:23
I'm a spoiled brat.
There is still something seriously wrong with my thinking because I seriously thought about ODing again instead of going to work today. But then I remembered that I really do want to meet some of you guys next year so I don't want even the chance of dying, at least not yet. But then I actually imagined myself going and buying some more X...what the heck is wrong with me? I thought of taking x plus x/10 this time. But I can't...I always blab...I don't want to write something inappropriate here one day...it hurts people. I've learned that much.
Work wasn't even that bad, but I still think it is horrible sometimes. I took one of my Mom's Y's in the hopes that I will be somewhat intoxicated. I'm thinking of using Z next time. I just hate being *forced* to do something. I would happily work for free if it were something I enjoyed doing. Is all work such a bore? 'Cause if it is...kill me now.
Deneb (used to be Shy_Girl)
Posted by Deneb on June 9, 2005, at 22:51:20
In reply to Re: Sorry about complaining..., posted by Deneb on June 9, 2005, at 20:05:35
I feel lonely.
Like I don't belong
Maybe it is true, I'm younger than the average
No one to relate to :-(
Posted by Deneb on June 9, 2005, at 23:00:28
In reply to Re: Can anyone make me laugh? :-(, posted by Deneb on June 9, 2005, at 22:51:20
Posted by Deneb on June 9, 2005, at 23:30:44
In reply to Re: Can anyone make me laugh? :-(, posted by Deneb on June 9, 2005, at 22:51:20
Posted by justyourlaugh on June 10, 2005, at 0:31:22
In reply to Think I'm gonna ditch my GP, posted by Deneb on June 9, 2005, at 13:38:23
your gp spent 1 hour with you?
i do not think this is someone who does not care?
hold tight ...it is a long process...
are you in ns?
j
Posted by Deneb on June 10, 2005, at 9:14:42
In reply to Think I'm gonna ditch my GP, posted by Deneb on June 9, 2005, at 13:38:23
I'm not over the black and white thinking. I started thinking people here don't like me again. I must be frustrating to be around, always needing reassurance. I'm sorry.
Posted by JenStar on June 10, 2005, at 10:08:13
In reply to Re: I'm doing it again, aren't I?, posted by Deneb on June 10, 2005, at 9:14:42
hi Deneb,
You're still liked! Don't worry too much about it. Think about the responses you got in the past when you posted worried messages...people continued to like you, and continued to post to you. Babble is here for support. Don't feel bad if you need some!Sorry I haven't been posting much - I've been really busy. I hope your job training is going OK and that you're enjoying life these days!
take care,
jenStar
Posted by Deneb on June 10, 2005, at 15:18:22
In reply to deneb.., posted by justyourlaugh on June 10, 2005, at 0:31:22
> your gp spent 1 hour with you?
> i do not think this is someone who does not care?I think part of the problem is that she cares *too* much, but she doesn't understand me the way my p-doc does. My p-doc is great, she understands my goals in life. My GP basically told me to not expect so much in life. She told me to not aim so high and to just live out my life in peace and calm and not worry so much about school and jobs etc. My GP didn't even know what borderline personality disorder was, I had to explain it to her and I still don't think she understands. I did have a bad attitude with her and I'm sorry that I did. She didn't deserve it, she was only trying to help. Either way I don't think seeing her for an hour every week is going to accomplish anything. Seeing her often makes me feel worst in the end, even though that was not what was intended.
> hold tight ...it is a long process...
> are you in ns?
> jSorry, I'm not sure what ns is.
Thanks
Deneb (u's 2b Shy_Girl)
Posted by Deneb on June 11, 2005, at 1:44:34
In reply to Re: Can anyone make me laugh? :-(, posted by Deneb on June 9, 2005, at 22:51:20
Just check out Dr. Bob's Home Page, esp. the "disclamimer". LOL
Anyone with a sense of humour is good in my books. :-) Perhaps my views are wrong.
He's cool, not frigid :-)
Posted by Deneb on June 11, 2005, at 2:03:24
In reply to Re: Hehe, something made me laugh :-), posted by Deneb on June 11, 2005, at 1:44:34
sense of humour.
Please don't ever let life get you down so that you cannot laugh or find humour in things.
Yep...that's right, heed advice from me, a gal who lives with her parents, cannot drive, has no life experience and has a pet hamster. ;-)
Just take care of yourself. I bet this place can get a little stressful at times. I'll try not to contribute to that. :-)
Ok, that's enough attention for you!...Back to the masses...
Deneb
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