Posted by Deneb on June 9, 2005, at 20:05:35
In reply to Think I'm gonna ditch my GP, posted by Deneb on June 9, 2005, at 13:38:23
I'm a spoiled brat.
There is still something seriously wrong with my thinking because I seriously thought about ODing again instead of going to work today. But then I remembered that I really do want to meet some of you guys next year so I don't want even the chance of dying, at least not yet. But then I actually imagined myself going and buying some more X...what the heck is wrong with me? I thought of taking x plus x/10 this time. But I can't...I always blab...I don't want to write something inappropriate here one day...it hurts people. I've learned that much.
Work wasn't even that bad, but I still think it is horrible sometimes. I took one of my Mom's Y's in the hopes that I will be somewhat intoxicated. I'm thinking of using Z next time. I just hate being *forced* to do something. I would happily work for free if it were something I enjoyed doing. Is all work such a bore? 'Cause if it is...kill me now.
Deneb (used to be Shy_Girl)
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