Posted by Deneb on May 30, 2010, at 18:56:23
In reply to Should I read my old medical records?, posted by Deneb on May 30, 2010, at 18:26:58
OK, I just read the parts that were readable.
Apparently my first pdoc wanted to rule out prodromal schizophrenia! Anyways, I was messed up. First pdoc who ever saw me noticed facial grimacing. I think I still do that sometimes! Usually I am having some sort of internal conflict when I do that, like I can't stand something.
Can it be safely said that I am not going to be schizophrenic now? Am I past the danger zone?
Pdoc just asked if I heard voices a few months ago. That does not seem like a comforting question to be asked!
I've only heard voices a few times and as I understand it, they were all within the boundaries of normal. I think I wrote about them. Several times they were of my Mom yelling at me.
I do NOT have any running commentaries, not any that are actual voices anyways. Of course everyone has their own inner voice. Mine is a combination of me and the imaginary Dr. Bob in my head.
I hope I am out of the danger zone! Please reassure me!
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