Posted by sleepygirl on April 8, 2006, at 22:47:38
when I was unemployed I had loads of time which I am afraid I could've used better
ain't that always the way though?
I wish I was enjoying my moments more instead of waiting for "time for me"
I've gotten an attack of sadness mixed with some type of yearning. Maybe I'm tired...well sure I am, but that's not all of it. I've got this wicked "to do list" so that I have the "to do's" on paper instead of running around my head, but I just want to space out it seems, preferably somewhere pleasant. It's a good thing I don't have kids 'cause I don't think I'd be up to the challenge. I feel sort of selfish and irrelevant at the moment-some sort of free floating guilt and/or grief. I think this is relatively temporary though..I think.
I haven't written much here in a while it seems. I'm feeling a bit disconnected, from a lot of stuff. Anyway...that's my stuff for now, just wanted to type it out. Thanks.
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