Posted by trucker on April 6, 2006, at 22:06:48
In reply to Re: unexpected divorce, posted by deirdrehbrt on April 6, 2006, at 21:15:20
he is certain i think.. i begged, i pleaded not to hurt me like this... he didn't budge a bit, stuck right to it... just sat and watched me cry..i gave him every oportunity to back out of it.. no change... yet he still wants to be friends and he said he will see me in a month or so.
me ... now i am sure.. i will never trust him again, i am not a cryer, once my sole leaks out of my eyes and i been thrown to the curb, after licking my wounds... that wall comes up. and i remember that pain and then i gaurd me from it. i just don't remember how to get there from here...
he won't tell me why... and i have tried and tried.. i think there is someone else.. otherwise he would have tried to work whatever it is out. he tells me he just wants to be alone.. he is a trucker and is ALWAYS ALONE.
he doesn't want me to see the reason and tell her that he will rip here to pieces too. that is why after the move.. i am 747 miles from my sons grave and seeing who she is.i already paid all the bills... with the money from the sale of my house.
thanks for the prayers... the greif is something i thought i had left behind after the death of son
and that was a greif i wallowed in for 2 1/2 to 3 years.. i have just began to pullme back together and this....thanks for helping with prayers and kind words... ALL of you
trucker
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Is he 100% certain it's over? Are you? Would you trust him if he said he changed his mind? Does he have a good reason WHY? a good reason WHY NOW? Why after the move, and not before uprooting you? Does he plan on sticking you with all of the bills, or is he going to take on his share?
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> Again, I've lifted you up in my prayers. I hope that something good comes of this for you. Some say that we make our own fate, and I hope that you soon become clear enough to make something of this mess.
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> --Dee
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