Posted by sleepygirl on October 11, 2005, at 22:07:44
In reply to It's official...., posted by sleepygirl on October 11, 2005, at 18:27:08
You guys are just gifts from above...or where ever nice things come from
My boss was angry at me....I told her they treat me like I'm stupid basically - projection or not, well..there it is I said it- the thing is I'm a bit too emotional right now to be terribly diplomatic. I work in mental health (can we say HA!!) - it seems I'm a bit too indulgent of our patients. There was one going on a pass from the inpatient psych unit saying she wasn't coming back so I tried to reason with her before she left. I guess I involved myself with the "drama" that we must avoid and earned myself the scarlet "D".Anyway I feel like a good breeze could blow me over at this point. I went out - I've been sobbing at fairly regular intervals for a good part of the day now. My eyes are so red - my nerves are shot, if someone looks at me the wrong way I just might fall apart. In the midst of this...somehow...I went to the gym (an attempt at self-care) sobbed on the way, sobbed on the way home, sweaty and sobby, sobby and sweaty. This is NOT good functioning.
My sister had her 2nd brain surgery since August after a mild stroke (she had a benign tumor and there were swelling complications) a few days ago - I think the whole affair freaked me out a bit, and continues to. She's fine now, or she will be.
I will be OK eventually after I wrap myself up again.
Anyway,
Thanks
-sleepygirl
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