Posted by AdaGrace on October 6, 2005, at 23:20:28
In reply to Re: Mine » AdaGrace, posted by Deneb on October 6, 2005, at 21:41:40
Actually Deneb, I don't even know what half of them mean, and I don't know how I got the score I got, because I honestly don't remember the questions, or if I answered them the way I should have. I've never been formally diagnosed, and I don't know if I agree with these results.
Having said that, yeah I am going through a rough time, a rough 7 years to be exact, my life is a mess, and I am seriously f'ed in the head. I've got serious problems with my mind and soul, I know the cause, I sorta refuse treatment, been off my anti-depressants for months now, and seem to be dealing. That's about all I can do. I don't think I am worse for wear for not trying to emotionally or medicinally treat my problems. That doesn't mean that I am not admitting the problem, I am just refusing to fix it.
Apparently I enjoy wallowing in self loathing and self pity wrapped together with self abuse in the form of alcohol.
Geeze, did I say too much all in one post???
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