Acting as if

Posted by Larry Hoover on June 6, 2005, at 10:44:39

I strongly believe in doing that....acting as if things are as you wish they might be....not giving in to fears....not succumbing to negative expectations....not letting minor setbacks project forwards as major calamities.
I've run out of juice.
I'm not depressed.
I'm exhausted.
I've just been crying for a good while. I needed to.
I'm in such a bureaucratic mess with Worker's Comp. And disability. And pain. I'm in constant pain. Waiting months and months and months for surgery. It's not going to be fun, the surgery, either, when it does come. Soon, they tell me. But I still don't know when.
I've been forced back to work, and I just can't do it at the level they expect. The med side effects are brutal. I just started Topomax, after going off Neurontin. How the hell is anyone supposed to function on this sh*t? I'm taking it for pain? I really can't take more Percocet than I am.
I've coped the best I can. But I need a break. Maybe I just need to *say* I need a break.
Later, all.
Lar

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