Posted by Greg on April 11, 2002, at 19:35:44
In reply to Re: In memory of Sar, posted by Jonathan on April 10, 2002, at 0:18:11
Dearest sar,
I was going to say that I didn’t know you well, but I think I knew you better than I thought I did. You were always one of the people who’s posts I always read because I wanted to know what you were up to. You amazed me with your passion. But I rarely responded. I didn’t know why that was until today. You always seemed to bring out the Father in me. I would read what you were doing or planning to do and would think “No, don’t do that!, You’re making the wrong choice.” I was always tempted to talk to you, as I would have one of my own children, but you were a big girl and I felt you didn't deserve that. I’ve spent the last few days reading every post of yours I could find and being amazed at how much you cared for those you loved even thru your own pain. That’s what I should have told you. I would have been proud to have a daughter like you.
If I had it to do over again I would have told you how I felt. And I would have told you how special I thought you were. Even if it made you mad, at least you would have known I cared.
Somehow I hope you know now.
poster:Greg
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