Posted by trouble on March 2, 2002, at 18:35:01
I'm so glad to be in my own house right now instead of outside making mistakes. There's nothing like telling a new customer when they get home well you won't understand this but one thing led to another and your TV remote ended up locked inside your neighbor's bathroom and I can't get it back. But I'm working on it.
New rule: From now on I can only clean for Alzheimer's patients, grifters and bohemians. Is there a venture capitalist in the house? Climb aboard, I'm about to make us rich.
I don't know why I can't walk out the door w/out screwing something up. Unless it's supposed to make me more compassionate. More em-PATH-ic, more GIVING. Believe me when tell you I haven't always been kind-hearted and patient toward perennial f*ck-ups and wouldn't you know, turns out I am one. Well hey, break out the Joni Mitchell albums, I can feel the anima rising.But we're getting my meds straightened out, me and Cam, and my sloe-eyed pdoc is free to join us if he can rouse himself from the gilted hand-held mirror I can this minute see him gazing into. Perfecting his pout. That does'nt describe him at all I don't know who this phantom psychiatrist is I've been ranting and raving about, my own pdoc and I have a good relationship, he is not the least bit frivolous, he has a reputation all over town for being deadly serious about everything.
This is mental illness. This is our gift to the world. And the gratitude the world gives back, that's what makes me warm inside.
It never lasts. That's the thing. That's what would have kept Sylvia's head out of the oven. A decent PHARMACIST. This mode I'm in is just an experience. When it's over it will be over and no one can take it away from me. I will have been there, I'll know exactly what you're talking about friend, I can't understand one paragraph by Dostoyevsky but the Lord works in mysterious ways. This is how God talks to me. I wish God would keep His big mouth shut.
trouble
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