Posted by LiLi80 on February 27, 2002, at 19:07:09
I had a wonderful boyfriend who i love so much. But then he didnt want me. He has a different reason why we broke up everytime I talk to him. I had friends. phony and good ones. People talked to me. I felt human. People liked me or so I thought. Then i attempt , and there goes my life. Everyone leaves. I built a life at my college. 3 1/2 years forming a sorority that dropped me. That was my life. I tried to be a good person. I thought I was nice. But I wasnt. According to him, I was an angry person. He made me feel like I did everything wrong. I feel like a failure. I am a failure , I have nothing. And I hate when people say you have god or your feaking family. Fuck that ! life sucks. I was gonna go bowling tonight , then i realized who would talk to me. I 'm a worthless piece of scum that no one wants to be around. I go to these boards for what? Help? NO I go because no one hear will find out the real me. The real me is a horrible person who cant keep a bf or any of her friends. They are all happy, I am not. Conclusion= I am the problem.
poster:LiLi80
thread:18991
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