Posted by alexandra_k on May 28, 2018, at 7:19:20
In reply to Re: just need to talk, posted by baseball55 on May 25, 2018, at 18:39:25
(((((((((b)))))))))
i'm sorry i can't give you a hug. and just shut up and listen to... whatever you need / want to say.
i know the feeling that you are talking about. i've felt it myself. for me, the closest i could get was thinking about a parent. my dad, i guess. but i don't remember him holding me, overmuch... just letting me hug him, sometimes. but he was quiet, at least, and didn't ruin the moment by criticising or whatever, like my mother would have.
i actually haven't felt this in the longest time.
i think i've given up on people, entirely. i mean, there isn't any part of me that longs for or desires intimacy, anymore. there used to be. i used to cry out for it. and nobody listened. the world gave me the big 'f*ck off' so... that part of me actually died.
i got more... resilient. i guess.
anyway... here i am prattling on...
i'm sorry you can't get a hug from this place. but you can talk... write... if it helps.
poster:alexandra_k
thread:1098872
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20161002/msgs/1098926.html