Posted by llurpsienoodle on December 5, 2008, at 7:27:10
In reply to I think my judgment has gone to sh*t....., posted by obsidian on December 3, 2008, at 21:16:44
Hey there Sid,
I kind of understand the morbid thoughts trigger. I just wrote a paper about suicide intersections in my life. Silly me-- the professor assumed I was suicidal, and so we had a little chit chat yesterday morning. Who? suicidal? not me!!!But I digress. Yes, reading about suicide is awfully horribly magnetic. But it's also a choice. Maybe your T is trying to help you feel empowered. This is a choice. Your choice.
Or something like that?
I wish you weren't feeling so crappy. I like nad's idea of the Dbt centre (haha canadians!!!) and maybe you can find some open minded, non-judgmental folks there. One problem with all of this psychological distress is that it isolates us.
Well, keep posting, because I think very highly of you, and I hope that you can call your T, just to check in and brag--- hey! I went 2 weeks without getting high (or whatever it's called?).
Or just to say "it's dark outside" and see where it goes from there
sending you a clementine...-Ll
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