Posted by Amanda29 on August 24, 2008, at 14:40:18
Last night, I walked into my guest room and there was a woman sitting on a stack of books..wearing a black dress...she didnt say anything..she just looked at me and I turned around and walked out of the room, went into my room and waited for about 20 minutes and then went back into the room and she wasnt there anymore.
I never have hallucinated before and this was so real. I didnt get freaked out..just confused. I dont know if I should be concerned or what. I am on medications for Bipolar disorder, Borderline Personality disorder and Major Depression...and a few other things..but what does this mean? Could I have just hallucinated because I am under a lot of stress...or could this mean that my medications need to be looked at?
My T has told me to not call him unless it is an emergency..and to me..that constituted an emergency..but I DID NOT call him...I emailed him. Besides..what could he have done?
I am not crazy and I dont want him thinking I am crazy, but I told him in an email that if I do hallucinate again, my fear is that whoever it is will make me do things I shouldnt do..and that scares me.
I dont know what I should do..should I be worried about this or just let it go?
I am hoping that was a one time only experience.
poster:Amanda29
thread:848005
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