Posted by rskontos on December 18, 2007, at 18:32:16
In reply to Re: sad again/still, posted by sunnydays on December 18, 2007, at 18:05:15
Sunnydays, I am sorry you don't like your family so much and have to go home to them. I wish you had some place else to go. Man if I had to go to my family's house well I completely understand. I don't mind christmas cuz my family nor my husband's are coming to visit so yeah....
I wish I could help. I am old 48 and I haven't grown up either. I have a daughter 19 and nope she is older than me. She knows herself. She I gave her the luxury of being able to focus on herself not being safe at home. So she is growing up and I have yet to do that. I told her today I didn't know myself and she was surprised. I spent my time being peacekeeper. Do you have to do that at home. How is it toxic. I wish you had a aunt or uncle or some place you could go to get away.
I know your T means to help you to grow up and move toward all that mature stuff but just for christmas you need a hug or reassurance it will be ok. So here is a big babble,,,,, it will be ok. like muffled says you can use this to grow. I know it is hard.
Go home and pretend. I am sorry I am wanting to make you feel better but this is for some reason triggering to me.I think everyone else did a better grownup way to answer you. I just wanted you to know i care.
I have to go now. please be safe and happy and babble is here for you ok.
poster:rskontos
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