Posted by B2chica on October 29, 2007, at 13:49:47
In reply to Re: hurting., posted by B2chica on October 29, 2007, at 13:34:20
i am just ruminating on this...on hurting myself. i need to stop.
i'm going to leave work and go to another lab for a few hours.
maybe a change in scenery will help. maybe not, who knows. but i need to try all the tricks cuz i'm going to do something i will regret if i don't.
and i KNOW i will regret it.
...what i would miss:my daughters first Christmas
" first day of school
" first date
" graduation
" marriage
" baby
ok, looking closer (near future)j
i would miss, tuesday night shows (house and L&O SVU), i would miss new episodes of family guy.
i would miss the first snow fall.
i would miss making my sketches into paintings
i would miss the next radiohead release
i would miss my nephew's HS graduation next may.
...i would miss babble.i'm clutching my baby girl's picture.
i see T tomorrow.
..i secretly wish she'd call me and make me go to the hospital...
poster:B2chica
thread:792148
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20071022/msgs/792171.html