Posted by pinkeye on May 3, 2005, at 15:31:44
In reply to Re: Is Babble keeping me regressed?, posted by whirlpool on May 3, 2005, at 15:16:53
Thanks a lot Whirlpool. You seem very understanding too. Your post brought tears to my eyes.
My ex T was a pretty good person. And he tried his best to help me. You were right, from my past experience, he wouldn't have ignored me.
But now that I terminated with him, I think he doesn't want to hear anymore from me. Otherwise, he would have said so. I have asked him to tell me if it is ok to keep in touch. He didn't respond. Plus he has retired also. So it is not right for me to disturb anymore as well. It feels like bugging him to me, and I don't like the feeling. If I hadn't terminated that would have been a different story. And atleast if he was currently praciticing, I would have felt better. But this is like intruding into his personal life and time.
I don't think it has anything to do with any other circumstance - like coincidence or no access to computer etc.
Thanks again for your understanding. I don't have any attachment towards my current T, so whatever she says is only information for me. It doesn't carry any personal significance. I think that is crucial to healing.
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