Posted by Susan47 on August 20, 2004, at 20:52:19
In reply to Re: Life is falling apart again » Susan47, posted by lonelygal on August 20, 2004, at 16:55:30
Actually the problem was I wasn't thinking, I was just feeling... or rather, not feeling. You know that deadness that creeps up? With me I can feel it for weeks, it's there in the background waiting to snatch me but I manage to fight it off, fight it off. Then suddenly overnight or from one second to next, it's upon me. Not there, but *in me*, it *is me*. It's the old me, the horrible me who can't stand herself or her life or anybody or anything in it. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I just have to do this. I mean I have to let it out here. I'm sorry guys.
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