Posted by cubic_me on October 7, 2003, at 9:00:55
I'd been undecided all summer whether to go back to therapy. It terminated about 3 months ago because I was going away for the summer.
It all went ok, she was really nice with me. I was more honest than I'd been before, especially about how I felt about going to therapy and about my cutting which has been getting worse recently. She said that seh will probably see me for the next academic year so thats good I suppose.
I seem to feel worse now than I have all summer. I dont know whether I've been trying not to think about things because I havent got anyone to talk to and now I've had a chance to think everything seems closer, or maybe its therapy that makes me feel worse. It feels so contradictory that I need someone to talk to but when I have I feel worse than before.
_me
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