Posted by Lamdage22 on April 7, 2019, at 14:05:31
In reply to Re: SA is crippling » Lamdage22, posted by linkadge on April 7, 2019, at 12:49:04
A former best friend claims I punched him in the face for negligible reasons more than 10 years ago. I don't remember it at all and I think it really sucks I did that (if I did). I have no memory of that. I guess sometimes people do repress events. Apparently, I do. I never knew why we weren't friends anymore!
Maybe I sabotage relationships because I don't think I deserve good friends? I don't know!
Can you imagine the pain that this tendency of mine causes?
I am trying to explain and apologized. have had many friends, however, only one friendship lasted. And I got two new friends or buddies on top. Hmm.
Maybe I sabotaged more than one friendship. I can't wait to tell my therapist. Maybe we can work with that.
I was very unconscious when I was in high school. I didn't feel sh*t, didn't give a damn... My upbringing numbed me to death! I just didn't care!
Seroquel 900mg :(
Zyprexa 25mg :(
Trazodone 100mg
Venlafaxine 37.5mg
Metformin 2000mg
Lithium 250mg
5000 IU Vitamin D3
Blueberries!!!
Orthomolecular
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