Posted by rjlockhart37 on February 24, 2016, at 0:11:57
i usally don't do this because if i go within 3-4 days without olanzapine my nuerons start to change back, but i notice i can wake up easier, zyprexa makes me sleep hard and long periods of time, like i woke up last night got something to eat, and enjoyed quiet time, and then went back to sleep before class, when i take zyprexa it puts me to sleep and i dont wake up easly
im much more active and talkative, zyprexa makes things like calm river, floating through out the day, calm, stable, but not really excited and zestful, it calms and stablizes but i lose zestfulness. But it's not a bad things because obviously i have gone years on 20mg and did fine but i noticed it does make me less responsive to conversation, i don't hyper like thoughts, its all slowed down
lamotragine tonight, ill have to eventually take zyprexa or else nuerotransmitters will start increasing and i will get into anxiety hyper like state
see.....my whole thing oringally when first came here i had problems with attention, and i was abusing amphetamines yet that was almost 10 years ago, but zyprexa calmed my hyperness, but made attention still at the same, yet still today and yesterday it's difficult to keep up in class, i jump from topic to topic, and sometiems don't even know what im trying to say to someone, it's really a hard situation, and then i've had this problem with medication resistance, started in 2010 i noticed my medicines where less responsive and it seemed like my body created a resistance and no effect, to litterly anything, i prayed and some of it went away, but .....
anyways im just blogging before bed, classes tommorow and homework i have to do
sometimes you just wish someone would know about whats going on, but you can't connect with them, thats how i am, hopefully ill adapt and find a new phase in life to do things.....
r
not a genius but understand pain
"unheard pain is told through good company
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