Posted by b2chica on June 12, 2015, at 18:55:28
In reply to Re: I'm just so tired of the same fight... » b2chica, posted by phidippus on June 12, 2015, at 18:16:11
i need to at least see if this fetzima works i need to give it a fair try. (though i dont want to waste that much time). the self-harm is usually a nice way to say i want to throw myself in a lake with a brick anklet although there are times where i actually have SI in mind, but that tends to only flair when my PTSD is kicked up. (answer to below, yes, abuse thus PTSD)
dx does included ADHD, and i DO know i have that. and adderall does most certainly make a Huge difference in my life. huge
gabapentin calms me down and relaxes me mentally so that im not so psychotically anxious (i have bad anxiety) which typically leads to ruminating thoughts and some paranoia.every mood stabilizer ive been on has made me worse (except this latuda well maybe)
i have dx of bipolar due to the severe reaction ive had to some SSRIs. i actually Have had true highs to the point of reality slipping away but i was in hospital during my worst episode thanks prozac.yes i can see, hear things, but i am usually aware they are not real (thats why its termed psychotic depression) because it is not usually delusional. i am aware and therefore took a long time before i admitted i had those episodes.
no have not stopped the latuda.
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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