Posted by zonked on December 25, 2014, at 15:19:04
I can't check email from here due to a recent password change.. I don't have access to my phone.
It's been really hard for me since Thanksgiving, and I'm in the hospital missing my Mom (who passed away several months ago) really bad. Can't remember being this depressed in a long time.
Why is it, at least in my part of the country, it seems like hospitals exclusively offer group therapy? I'm pretty familiar with all the concepts by now. I just get frustrated. I'd rather sit in an office, in private, and express how I feel. Is it cost?
I'm supposed to be released tomorrow. I am feeling a piercing loneliness where I am, and I don't know I can convince my remaining family (who couldn't stop singing my praises until Mom died, then dropped me like a hat) that I may need to live near them because I don't know what's going to happen to me, now, without someone checking in on me regularly.
I've been made to feel guilty here on top of the grief I already feel but what's the point of going to groups if they just make me squirm until they're over?
bah.
-z
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