Posted by rjlockhart37 on March 5, 2013, at 22:36:01
In reply to Re: advanced please read » rjlockhart37, posted by tensor on March 4, 2013, at 14:11:53
its just....i've been bottled up about this...see its not really that big of deal but i think that my meds are suppost to work...they don't they resist the effects. I've had dreams of trying to find out why there not working....it just makes me become over obsessed in thinking im doomed because this crappy model of a body, it doesnt respond to the things that are trying to help it. It makes me so mad, i wanna curse this body for all the crap its put me through. But i don't wanna jynx myself.....you know its really wierd...ill say stuff, and then it jynx on me....so maybe i should just say constructive stuff....i have a tendacy to say negative things because of frustration.
I post this stuff here....it doesnt help, but its the only way i can get this stuff out of my mind....
thanks for both your responses..
r
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false beliefs
poster:rjlockhart37
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