Posted by B2chica on October 26, 2012, at 10:10:58
In reply to Re: Generic Zyprexa is cheep everywhere now!! » b2chica, posted by Zyprexa on October 25, 2012, at 17:55:21
i had two rasberry smirnoffs last night. i know...lots calories. but WTh.
anyway i took my meds at 6. and could barely stand by 7 so i went to sleep dh and kids tried to wake me at 7:30-8 i finally got out of bed at 8 to put my little ones to bed. then 9 i went back to bed....i cant continue to do that. DH was so mad that HE had to put kids to bed and i did NOTHING to contribute last night. kids were both crying. thats what finally got me to crawl out of bed.
but DH also bought a case of wine (sale) so he'll bitch if i dont drink it. But look what happens if i do drink...
feel kinda helpless and useless at the same time.
i wish i could remove myself without hurting anyone.********************
going to take your advice. i will try to eat less/better. and force myself on treadmill starting tomororw night. (tonight pdoc appt at 8:00...really late).theni have to pick up 2 rx's.i think the alcohold helps me when it's in my system but the next day i tend to feel a bit down.
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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