Posted by B2chica on September 14, 2012, at 10:54:28
In reply to Re: mixed episode going down » b2chica, posted by Chris O on September 14, 2012, at 10:11:06
thank you chris for the support. really needed that today. i dont know about champion but i haven't given up yet.
i didnt need the xanax yesterday as most of neg or pos energy gone. so at 5:30 i took zyperxa, and gabapentin. i went to bed at 7:30 last night (pretty bad when you go to sleep before your 2 yr old...)
anyway i got 11 hours sleep. hard to get up but easier than yesterday. feeling very disconnected again today but not quite as 'heavy' as yesterday.so maybe an upturn ...who knows.
anymore i'm so impatient and am so used to zyprexa turning me around within 24/48 hours that i forget (depending on degree of episode) it can take longer.
the good thing is i'm not as ravenously hungry anymore. now i just dont know when to stop eating. so i'm trying to be logical and before i sit to eat i decide how much i'm going to eat instead of following my hunger cues.i think im going to try to go for a walk in a few min.
thanks again for the nice words.
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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