Posted by mtdewcmu on April 13, 2011, at 9:02:13
In reply to Re: short question re: AP's + rispedal » mtdewcmu, posted by floatingbridge on April 13, 2011, at 0:24:57
> I haven't read the Bradshaw books. Why didn't you finish any.
>I have a hard time mustering the attention span to read a book. I had already read a couple in the self-help genre, so there wasn't enough novelty to get past the lack of attention.
> No stranger to intense shame here :-/
>Sorry to hear that.
> Do you or anyone else reading ever feel like you are disintegrating? Sometimes I feel like, besides missing those bootstraps some pull themselves up by, I feel like I don't have a cohering agent. Is that like having an intermittent sense of ego? (Obvious, I'm tossing terms about trying to express this sensation. It's unbearable and frightening. And it all happens inside. I hate it. Hate it.)
>I'm not sure I follow you. Maybe you should check out type 9 on the Enneagram. That's what this reminds me of. I'm a 9.
http://www.enneagraminstitute.com/> My MIL says I have a fragile sense of self, that I'll take on any curve anyone throws
> me. There's no pill for that, is there?Some kind of amphetamine, I would think.
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