Posted by Maxime on November 14, 2010, at 19:30:47
In reply to Re: Why do I feel like jumping off a bridge? » Maxime, posted by Maxime on November 14, 2010, at 17:59:41
I cut myself last night after receiving Babble Mails from a certain poster. I hadn't cut in a long time. I think I was more upset that I had resorted to cutting than the actual wound itself. Well, it's still bleeding tonight. I cut too deep. I can't take care of it tomorrow because I will be at work.
If I go to the ER now I will be there all night. It really needs to be cleaned and stitched. I guess I will wrap it up and go to the ER after work.
Self injury doesn't go over very well at the ER. They usually make me wait a very, very, very long time. No one in the ER understands why people do these things. I am seen as a parasite. I guess I am.
FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bipolar Type 2, ED-NOS, Self-hatred
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Being happy doesn´t mean the pain is gone. you just bury it deeper.
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