Posted by Maxime on August 2, 2010, at 19:44:33
In reply to Re: Weight loss meds » ed_uk2010, posted by 10derHeart on August 2, 2010, at 17:53:44
Thank you. You are very caring. I have no money because I am Welfare. I need to find a therapist who has a sliding fee scale. I really need a therapist. I know that I do. I need help. I can't keep on going on like this. I every thing I need to kill myself in a drawer. Sometimes I take it out and start to count out pills. But then I put it away and tell myself that I have try some other things before I do that to myself.
I think I will be staying at the Crisis Centre some time this week. If things don't go well there, they will take me to the ER of a hospital. I recognise that I really need help right now to keep me alive. I will call them tomorrow. I call them every night for support, but I can call them during the day and they will come to my house to evaluate me.
I am so tired of living like this. I know that I have been strong, but I am starting to lose grip and I don't really care. I never thought I would this long to begin with.
Thanks again for your kind post.
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