Posted by GreenP on April 8, 2010, at 2:43:11
In reply to Re: Help! Not Responding to Nardil :( » GreenP, posted by ace on April 7, 2010, at 3:10:34
Responses to Ace's questions:
Before Nardil I was on Effexor 150mg and Zoloft 200mg at the same time. I was also on 100 mg Lamictal (which I am still on) and 10 mg Zyprexa (which I am also still on). The doctor also tried me on an ADD medication recently when I told him I wasn't getting excited about anything. He said that the ADD medication would raise my dopamine. It didn't make me feel any better but I think it's important to note that I was on 5 medications at once. Clearly something wasn't working correctly.
The other messed up feelings are as follows. When I wake up in the morning I am deeply depressed. When I get in the shower I am obsessing about everything, the shampoo, the temperature of the water, who I'm going to talk to, how I look. Negative chatter that doesn't stop. Again, I know these thoughts are unwarranted and crazy. But there's an indescribable feeling, almost like a pull that drives the thoughts. It hurts. I also get the feeling that I'm being physically violated a lot, not so much in the shower, but mostly when I put on clothes. Just general feelings of being overwhelmed, constantly.
SA was always there, since I was a little kid, but it didn't infiltrate every aspect of my life. I always had groups of people I was comfortable around, and then there were groups of people I wasn't. It's recently gotten to the point where there aren't people I feel comfortable around at all. I fluctuate in and out of feeling comfortable around my family.
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