Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on September 8, 2009, at 16:15:30
I just have one thing to ask. Legally if someone inficted psychological pain, through manipulation, calling the shot's for the doctor, and imparing in someway, coming to arguement "trap", I cannot live life, yet i'm strong and i do want to take vengence after this. But it's not even ready to launch, this person has controlled me my enture life, I thought it was comfort, it was a trap, to enslave and cause distress. Through lies of "revenge", to get back, at something during an arguement, and then medically disable some aspect's. I don't know what to, and people read this, just say it's another post. This person "psychologically" manipulates, yet it's a two way street, hate, love, but the hate is more on the balance scale. Everytime this person comes near, there is wrath, conflict, yelling, I comminted myself into a hospital, to get away from this person, and right when I left, there nothing to espape from. Maybe one night at psychward, would bring relief (i'm just trying to give an example).
The breakdown's that have happened, where caused partically from this. There are memories, that have been shattered, and hard to rerember stuff. Yet, that's it own problem.
I don't know why life is this way, what did God "directly" give me to this person? The only "good" knowing feeling, right now there is only dsyphoria. I wished I could go back and change the past, but i can't.
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